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I'm in love with this song.

I promise

You ever have those moments of just bursting out in tears, because of some random sad moment. It's hard to come back to a life style that you thought you left. Then to come back and actually have to face your fears and problems. I'm one of those people that won't deal with chaos or drama. The moment things get shaky I'm ready to run. I know some won't admit that, it's a little embarrassing to say that you are scared of what might happen or what is happening. Even when I can't handle a simple task like calling my phone company to fix a problem I throw a fit and have Keinrick do it.
So many people have told me, not out of malice, that I'm spoiled. It's so true. My father has always spoiled me, but in the same breath has taught me to stand strong and take no crap from no one. Last year was filled with a lot of happy moments, but the memories that have stuck with me are the ones that weren't so happy.  Keinrick and I have these times where if one of us says "I love you." the other would reply "You promise?". I think from now on my promise won't be that I love him, because of course I do. I think it'll mean that I promise that I will do everything I can to fix whatever unhappy moment we are having and not run. 

I wrote this blog because I'll be 26 tomorrow and I think the best gift I could give myself (besides a puppy..wink wink) is truth. When I began this blog I thought I would only write about rainbows and lollipops, but the fact is not everything is always as so. This I had a hard realization of. I mean I know that life wouldn't always be "oh so happy" but I always thought I'd have someone else fix it. So, I guess I'm writing this because it's the truth and apparently I use this blog as a public diary into my life. I know everyone has their life issues, mines just so happens to be written out loud.

Here's another birthday gift from my bestfriend, she sung me a song. :) That I dedicate to him.

Yellow Diamonds

Moe's birthday vid.

Fist Pump

This weekend Keinrick and I are taking Christmas photos. Yayy!! It'll be our first time taking photos, well besides the phone pics we take of ourselves. So, Ill be off picking out a new dress for me and a fancy top for him today. I'm thinking navy blue or soft creamish pink. Then I have to go off to another job interview, but between you and me I think I already landed myself a job from Monday's interview :). Besides that I have so many orders to fill and not to mention my besties birthday is in 6 days and I need to get prepared to make her delicious gorgeous bday cake. Then, not to mention the Iron Man cupcakes & cupcake toppers I will be doing for a family friend for this weekend.

I know I ask God to keep me busy and he definitely delivered on my request. 

I thought I'd leave you with this hilarious video of my brothers dancing in the backseat on our drive back to Florida from South Carolina.

Steel Magnolias

I never knew I wanted to get married and have someones baby's until I met Keinrick. I don't know if that corny to say, but oh well, it's the truth. Watching this freaken movie gets me so emotional... well it'll get anyone emotional. It just reminds me of how much I want children of my own and I would do anything to have them. I watched it last night for the hundredth time and it still makes me feel as if it were the first time.

This part makes me cry so bad...and then laugh historically

Human

Made this vid a while back of us four wheeling in the woods. 

So hit play!

Song: "Human" by Civil Rights

Did it on'em

Last weekend my mother came into town and we went to the Kalahari, its a humongous inside water park hotel. The Showstoppers came into town and Teagen's dance school attended and so did we. It was a cross between crying children, dancing children, parents, parents and more dancing. I was suppose to make a cake for Graysens birthday, but that was a bit of a flop, due to Ms. Tiquila and Mr. Whisky. But I make up for the missing cake later though. Teagen loved the classes, well there was one class she wasnt feeling the instructor in, but she did her thang. I made a video of the classes Teagen took at Kalahari. Towards the end of the video you can hear me singing.. lol... Enjoy.